shout to the lord

2005-01-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

i've moved!yep yep yep i've moved!

moved moved moved moved

2005-01-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

bleagh i'm bloated. hehe. crazinesss. yeah yeah yeah. i'm in a mood of sitting under the stars, admiring god's creation and talking to a friend. heh. really. uhuh!look up into the dark blue sky glittered with those shiny stars. ahhh. breeze blowing into ur hair, swirling round and round. ahhh. the cool and magnificent night made always for you and me.
. haha. my sis did something retarded. she read the above lines and she drew blue stars on a white sheet of paper. and she wrote the word friend. bleagh she placed the stars above my head and asked me to talk to the "friend".

i've got presents to buy! loads loads loads. presents for you and me. for the young and the old for all that god loves. whom i know! hehe. means it's everyone i noe. heh. sorry pooor joce here will try to fork out a lil here to get you nice stuffies like. eerrrm chocs! hehe. oooops. ahhh. this week was so slackish and next week will be tooooo! 3 days of no textbooks and what they call conquering the mountain. heh. okay okay.it's our day camp. sec ones will be with us.. wheeee! hehe they'll be having a full camp though.no going home to their lovely beddies and changing in clean toilets! and slping soundly. oohh ahhh. sec twos and the ex co girls will be in some other part of sg. ergggh. why didnt i get such privilege. and my sis or the whole of the sec 3 cohord will be having a time of time life in malaysia with mrs and ms mosquito "kissing" them. ooooh. i'll miss my sis. heh.yep. and the tv will belong to me! hehehe. oops. lala. cant wait for sat.and tmr is area gathering! yay!!!! worship my king

i've found my valentine. -smiles-

will have a whole night of reading books and praying! heh. okay okay i need to go. mommy looking[she just commented to "gu"?? hahahahaha. oooh noooo. i noe why i'm sooo lame now.=X(mommy's still looking)]

help me know you are near. my best friend.

2005-01-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

sam oh's leaving tmr. sam oh the one who hasnt really affected much of my life, yet he has certainly played a part in it. sometimes just being the blurblock or whatever he is. heh. made me smile. so many ppl are leaving. trili's leaving soon. sam oh tmr what more? nope i dun wan anymoreee. oh yah! gladys will be leaving. ahhh i hate 2005 everyone is leaving. all for aus. wont be seeing him during service anymore. and allll. ahhh! wont be seeing him trying out new stuff with eli till he comes back. and ahh trili and i havent even hung out much. but she's agreed to go out with me before she leaves. heh. gladys. that twinkletoes. i'll miss her the most her stupidness. hahaha though we'll all have graduated frm sac.

oh bothers i'm gonna send sam oh off. loads of tears. i guess in life. ppl come and go. but still heh. i'll miss them. heeee. i saw something dumb. leinah tan. i love leinah tan. did i tell u that. okay lamme. heh.

2005-01-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

lionel lewis is like. heh cute. haha cos of his actions la. hahaha he keeeps clapping and all. hahaha oh myyy.oh myy sg wonn! WOOHOOOOOOO! i'm a proud singaporean

okay my day was awesome. heh. I BOUGHT MY CHARLES AND KEITH SLIPPERS! -screams- yayyy!tuition was good. haha was kinda quiet for a while thn we started making noise. horrible. haha. played with jordon and shaun the wacking game. shaun is full of energy but the way he hit is lousyy hahaha. sorry brother. hahaha. okay okay. jordon was good la. heh. but i hit them toooo!yeeehaaaa!

yest was fun fun fun.had service. which was just soo awesome laa. i was practically so full of energy! and full of the joy of the lord! woohooooo!the sermon was really good.and i was like HEY! i love my BIBLE! of course!had cell with SAC1 errm 2 heh dunno.ooops.heh saw blur nat. met isaac and all was about to go home smsed nat to ask him to meet laaa thn met him later. at whitesands. we hung out till like 11 plus. thn we realised NO MORE TRAIN! took a cab home. arggghhhhhh!

i feel bad laa. but i had a great nite with nat and talking to isaac and nat. isaac's like the bestest good friend u can ever finddd. heh. hear that isaac? hahahaha.

2005-01-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

i'm here to ask.

if anyone know who i left my presents with on christmas eve during the musical, before i went up to sing for the last song. it's 2 presents.if u know who i left it with or if i left it with u can u pls tell me? and pass me the pressie? thnks!!!

2005-01-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

now i feel like ruth. cos i dun express my own feelings. but not really cos i express alot of it. i feel like ART. perhaps cos i was called insensitive. but besides that. yahhh. alot of stufff. heh. this entry overwrites the last one. hmms. only a few ppl that came to my blog noes what it is. heh.

alrite. heh i'm doing my a maths. made a discovery. heh.

sorry for worrying you. heh. and thnks.=) -happy happy-

2005-01-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

i tink my brain capacity is really shrinking. i'm serious. i just memorised my chem stuff and did amaths tys. and i had a terrible headache after that. hmms. talk about stress but but but i'm seriously not stressed. i'm just i dunno. everything's in a messs. as in my stuff to prepare me for the os. and i hope things dun get anymore messier. i need my gg elect eoy papers and they are MISSING. i cant seem to no where they are. and i dun feel like searching for it. i've grown lazyy. really really lazyy.

okay here we go. reactivity series
Potassium
sodium
calcium
magnesium
aluminium
zinc
iron
tin
lead
[hydrogen]
copper
silver
gold.
(yay!)

okay i'm gone to find my stuff and read my ss and gg stuff and my BIBLE! heh before i'm offf to sweeetdream land. heh. mr sweets is gonna give me his sweeet "goodnite" . tralalala

2005-01-09T09:49:00.000+08:00

i dont understand.

anywayy yest was great=) heh. someone said he wanted to meet up with me after service. huh! and he toook like forever. so i left.Joel came! heh. it's been a long long time since i last saw tall and hunky joel. wahahaha. hunkyy.

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2005-01-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

hehs. i'm alrite. things got better. hehe. anywayyys. i just dled msn 7.0 seriously u should toooo! it's sooo funn! and nice. esp when i use it with iris to irritate her!hehehehe. go to msn.com and dl the new beta msn messenger. hehehe.

today i had tuition like at 9 in the morning aza came at 8 plus the teacher came at 9. heh later went with aza to eat prata thn down to isaac's house to slacckk. before returning home. hmmms. slacckk. havent been doing much of that. i feeel soo christine k. and aza's getting so geri. or perhaps she has always beeen SOO geri! heh. i'm serious. i had to explain to aza why rain water was dirty.. and at isaac's house. kenneth ivan and isaac were like playing ps. some skateboard thing. heh. got super insulted. =( hehe. okay nvmmm.

last nite was one of my best nites ever. shhh.heh. okay okay. smile smile smile. today i'm gonna get the ring!! rmb TRUE LOVE WAITS!!!! wooohoooooo!i love service cant wait to gooo!!!! eeeehaaaa!and did i say having my own room is awesome. u can like do ur work without someone disturbing you though my sis doesnt disturb me. that often. heh. but i do miss slping with my sis. heh i realised that it's cos of sharing room with her that i'm THAT close to my sis! heh. awesomeee!

okay i'm offf. love ya allll!

2005-01-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

what can i say?

i guess i cant take this anymore huh. it's enough i'm gone

2005-01-02T14:05:00.000+08:00

2005. hmms. what a nice no. heh. 3 jan 2005. a rather significant day. sch reopens, it's 5DAY WEEEKKK!my brother flies offf to sweden, i get my OWN room, start of my preparation for o lvls. ooohhh. many ppl get to experience jc life. hmmms. what moreee.

i spent 2004 at jolyn and angela's house. but of course my last moments of 2004 was at angela's house. we were making wishes. and allll!mr nathaniel chen cycled me all the way down, frm jolyn's house to angela's house for that i give him 3 CHEEERS!cheeers cheeers cheeers! heh.stayed there till 2plus ivan's dad sent me home. thnks uncleee!slept at 4. ooooh myyyyy....

1jan 2005 i spent it in church the dancers danced. and the pastors said loads of stuff. that really meant alot to me. the start of the yr. was gonna be a new beginning. with my family, with my sch, with the lord. I will rmb all that i've promised the lord. i noe 2005, megalife will grow. even when the ex sec4s have graduated to YA. i noe. it will grow. but it's not thru our strength but god's strength

msg time!
nat chen-heyyyy. hahaha it's really been fun hanging out with u. letting you tompang me. and alll. sitting on that bar and going up and down slopes. heh. thnks. you've really been a bundle of joy in my life. heh. and i noe u'll rock YA yeahhh? still dove shampooo isnt THAT niceeee.huh! i know you want to go help pai1 those adverts. like "after using dove. many ppl complimented me about my nice and beautiful hair" haha anyway happy new yearrr! and you've gotta miss meee! heh NATHANIEL LOVES JOCELYN!!!!

iris tan-coughs- -hey girll. dun ask me why i'm writing this to you. but anywayy. heyy u didnt tell me that you've moved. wasted my breath on trying to coax you to go home. hahaha anywayy. IRIS! hahahahaa u've beeen a really funny girl in my life. acting retarded and all. hahaha and our outings.haha. i'm glad we've grown closer thru the musical!! hahah i half promised nat i'll go to SAJC. so if i can go to SAJC we'll go tog k?? heh.this yr will be a tough one for us. but i continue having faith in the lord. and just continue shining brightly for the lord in 4.6 yeahh?and yes yes i love iris tan yilinggg!

cher- hey youuu! heh thnks for being such a good fren. for just standing by like always! heh. i love you soo much. and i was wanting to tell you. that thad's back. okay here i am telling u! heh. i love you girll. thnks for bringing a smile upon my face. and for just everything else. heh. i love going out with you! heh. CHER we'll study tog and go mad tog k! and go retarded with our bracesy laughter!! i love youuuuuu!! girl girl girl i love youuuu! heh. okay yeahh.we'll go to a good jc and we'll rock the jc tog k? heh. oooh and did i mention for tolerating all my crap and more. heh i love you soo much.

yihui(i got inspired by caron)- hey girll.thnks for bringing me to church like about a yr ago. or i wouldnt be the jocelyn i am today. thnks for bringing me to the lord. and just letting me have a whole new experience with God. heh. continue shining for the lord in 4/7 and i'm sure you'll go to VJC heh. Go yihui! and i love you.. heh. sac wouldnt have been like that if it werent for you!continue staying strong in the lordd!

sac cell- YOOO PPL! we'll shine shine shine in sac rite?? riteee? yeahhh!! heh heh heh heh . of course la duhhh!!!!and we'll continue growing and growing.yup yup yupp!even after we the rocking ones graduate. in 2005. heh. sac cell will still remain as an empty vessel for the lord. heh.rite rite rite?

TRILI- hey wifeyyy! thnks for hearing my crap. and just bringing so much joy into my life. thnks for just going high with me. and everything else. i love my wifeyyy!rite? soo muchhh. heh. and thnks for everything else u've done. tsk tsk. heh. yeah yeah and sorry dearyy. might not be going over to aus already. but i'll always be online and in sg for you k? heh.

CHARLES TEO- hey charlesiiie. heh. ur dearest sister chloe teo is here. wahaha okay okay yeahh. i still rmb the first time i met you. and i'm so glad that now we are like soo much closerrr! heh. you've really made my yr. heh being able to keep in contact with you and just hang out with you was awesome. i'm serious. thnks for just being there to help even though sometimes you couldnt and for just being a listening ear. heh i love charles teo.. duhh.heh. thnks bro!we'll rock 2005 tog rite? with ur lameness heh. and haha you'll teach me like you did in sec2! ooooh. yeah yeah. thnks for having done that too! heh u've really played like a real impt part in my life. heh and yeah thnks!there really is soo much to say but i'll keep it short thnks charles!!

isaac quah- Hey! i like your new house. =) yepp. heh. YH YH YH YH! TAUUUUU. tsk. anywayy. yeahh i rmb talking to you. and all u talked about was.. about ---. hahaha okay okay dun wanna tease you already. but yeahh enjoyed my time with you la. first was youth alpha. thn you moving here. aND ALLL. it's really been a great time with you. sec 4 next yr rmb k. ACJC! hahaha we've gotta go to the same jc so that ur dad can send me tooooo!

caron- hey thnks for the msg. i'll keep it and store it in my fone even if there is no space left k? heh. i really enjoyed my time with you.and now you are heading up to ya. hmms.-sulks-i'll miss you loads. but yeahh u'll rock sajc with nat and the rest rite? heh. with your cool dances. and retarded waysss!i'll simply misssss it. heh. and oooh the shopping trip.was funnn. ahhhhh. i misss the musicalll.

Nah- hey i will return you the gelare treat k. heh. thnks for everythinggggg. you've beeen the first guy whom i noe that looks like a kid with pimples and moustach. heh dunno how to spell. but yeahh. i've reallly enjoyed the times with you. though it wasnt alot. but yeahhh.=)you arent going to YA rite? heh. if i'm not wrong soo i will still be able to see u and ur FLIPS!

David- not sure if u'll see this but thnks for everything. though most of the times u've only been there to irritate me.but yahh! thnkssss!liu zi yan. smeagol! heh. yeah yeah yeah. stupid gymnast. huh...

musical ppl- thnks all for letting me have such a great time. for the times we all played tog. and all. thnks loads. for the shopping trips with nah david and OOOH CARON and shirs and iris! thnks alotttttt!This christmas was one of the best christmas i've had and i misss youuuu alll . i misss rehersals and allll! everything. thnks to all of you!!

to a fren that i've lost- hey not sure if u'll read this. but i'll always be here when you need me. as in as a fren la.the yr was great with you around, seriously. i enjoyed the times we had tog. going to ur house and all that. talking about ----. and just hanging out with you. i really miss those days. i miss playing msn games with you and just everythinggg. though it wasnt much. but yeah i really appreciated the times we've had tog. the crazy times and all. it'll always be held dear to my heart. i wish ya all the best for 2005 k? i belif u'll be able to go to the sch of ur choice.and happy birthday!tmr is ur birthday so happy birthday in advance.=)

everyone else- heyy be it whether u were mentioned or not. u played an impt role in my life. and yeahhh. 2004 wouldnt be the same without any of you i guess. i love you all and jesus loves you too!thnks a ton for everythinggg! wishing u all a happy 2005!

2004-12-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

listening to the why song now. i love this song so much. it just makes me think and think. and it makes me really thankful.

bought for my bro the pullover. hope that he'll rmb me when he wears it in sweden. thnks guys for helping me choose the pullover. and for helping me try on[nah].sorry i didnt treat you to gelare. i will k. i promise.

a yr has almost passed. a yr that i wouldnt forget. this yr was soo fast. everything passed by like a bullet train.

yest i had fun. wasnt feeling well at the beginning though. i like the playground at bettina's house. i was on the swing all alone. thought about alot of things. walked back saw daniel wong and nat chen. and i got lost. haha but i found my way back. had a headache. and i slept. after that i drank a f&n orange. and i was better. the rest went to the playground. i went on a "tour" with ivan and nat chen. i got "tompanged" haha. we went up and down slopes soo niceee!!! thn later ivan decided to let me use the bike. =) went back to the slope with nat chen. i tried the no hands thing. and i alomost fell. my slipper broke): yeppp.we found a construction site with a vending machine. i dared him to get a drink for me. we went back for the money. and he climbed in. funny man. talked about alot of stuff. frm the house to sajc to exams haha enjoyed my time with him. yeah. by the time we went back. the ppl werent at the playground anymore. yup yup yup. and they were all getting ready to leave. but i enjoyed myself la.christmas eve this yr was wonderful. many friendships were made. or recovered. we grew closer. yup yup yup.

this is so far one of the longest entry i've made. haha dun like blogging now adays.
i dont know when it started i dont know why it started all i want now is to go back to go back to when i was so carefree.
i wonder when thad is coming back.it's been long long long since i last saw him
i sat at the swing wondering if anyone would come back for me. preferably you.no one was in sight. but i understand why.
i'll for get you. i will.

2004-12-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

it's gonna be a emotional week for me. very. very.in a weeks time. the whole yr will just past.so quickly. but soo many things happened.i'll blog about it thn. my bro is gonna leave in a week. i used to not care if he was at home or not. but not anymore. my bro seems to be soo impt in my life. imagine not seeing him for completely 6 months. i'll miss him. alot. alot. he is the one i admire the most. my role model. the best brother ever. it seems like this whole yr is just so eventful. luckily my bro and i will be having a web cam. i'm happy. i'll talk to him online. i'll make sure i do.

i'm listening to that song agn. why. it's sooo sweeet. so touching. soo soo touching. wanna hear the song? go to sam oh's blog. i linked him. under samuel. go hear. i love that song. so much. this yr is the best yr of my whole entire life. and i'm sure next yr and the following yrs will be tooo. cos my life was picked up frm the dump by my king. cleaned and all, here i stand, in awe of my king

2004-12-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

Why?- Nicole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day, just me and my Daddy. He said I’d finally reached that age, and I could ride next to him on a horse that of course was not quite as wideWe heard a crowd of people shouting and so we stopped to find out why There was that man that my dad said he loved, but today there was fear in his eyes
So I said Daddy why are they screaming? Why are the faces of some of them beaming?Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe? I bet that crown hurts him more than he shows Daddy please can’t you do something? He looks as if he’s going to cryYou said he is stronger than all of those guys-Daddy please tell me why, why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy and daddy said I should go insideSomehow he knew things would get stormy, boy was he rightBut I could not keep from wondering if there was something that he had to hideSo after he left I had to find out, I was not afraid of getting lostSo I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killedAnd I heard a voice come from a cross:

And it said : Father why are they screaming.Why are the faces of some of them beaming?Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?? I bet that crown hurts him more than he showsFather please can’t you do something? I know that you must hear my cryI thought I could handle a cross of this size, Father remind me why, why does everyone want me to die.When will I understand why?

My precious Son, I hear them screaming. I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming but soon I will clothe you in robes of my own. Jesus this hurts me more than you know But this dark hour I must do nothing. I’ve heard your unbearable cry—the power in your blood destroys all the lies, soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes. Look there below see the child trembling by her father’s side. Now I can tell you why, she is why you must die.

this is a song. really sweet and nice. i've been lazy to blog for the past few days. rather lazy now. but here comes the good news that sure angered the devil. wahahahaha 40 plus ppl were saved! YAYYY! and soo many more ppl are comtemplating on coming back to church!and 600 plus ppl was at the highlight of the year. the CHRISTMAS MUSICAL! woah! god is soo goood k. that was like the best performance we had among all the practices and rehersals. God is goood. i love him! soo much.i love all the christmas casts and everyone else. hey you guys did a great job. haha had a party yest at marvin's house. soon it'll be at bettina's house. soooon. haha. on wed la. =) tmr i'm going back to the dentist. will most prob get a nicer colour. heh. alrite. i love you ppl. byeee.

2004-12-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

TMR'S THE BIG DAYYYY!!!!!

2004-12-23T01:42:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!! all i wanna say is AHHHHHHH! i dunno why but i need to ahhh ahhhh. AHHHHHHHH!!

2004-12-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

have been having christmas practice for the past few days. and all i can say is that. heh.it'll rock.woooohooooo!!!! my mommy is coming to watch me and she'll get VIP seats. yay! hahahahaa. i'm soo HHHappyyyyyyy

here's a song:
Christmas isnt christmas
till it happens to your heart
somewhere deep inside you
is where christmas really starts

So give your life to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
It's that christmas
is really christmas
FOR YOU!!

just felt that the lyrics was really gooood. it touched me alot. and i was like. woahhh. christmas was meant for us. oh myyyy. i love jesus. i love him soo much. and u noe the love god has for us is soo much. so much so that he gave his one and only faithful son. who came down and died a horrible death for our sins. That love. is soo undescribable. sooo pure. So much that whatever we do in our lifetime can never ever repay what he did for us on the crosss. God is good

2004-12-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

i went to isaac's house today! =)
it was soo nice.
ate prata and now i'm having a diarrhea.
not sure where i got it frm.
hahahaha okay nvmm the prata was nice la.
feeling down down down now.
hmmms.
i'm doing this to waste space. cos i dun really feeel like blogging.awwwww.

i'm wasting more space.

i felt so happy.
and now i'm down.
oooh wierd meeeee.

okay enough space pasted!! kk byee!

2004-12-19T01:14:00.000+08:00

ooh oooh hear this hear this. charles teo looks like my brother. and Jeremy my dear friend thought we were siblings! oh my soo. we acted and i was like "later mommy scold you" thn we went on and we finally came to a conclusion that daddy doesnt like me and mommy doesnt like him. it's sooo hilarious. we were just going MAD! and everything was sooo funnyy ahhh i was going crazy. didnt want to play "pinch my butt" or "ice and water" so i stayed at the side with iris. oooh and i went crazy with zhen yi

yeah went home with iris and charles. was talking crap. and this guy asked charles if i were his sis and i was called chelsea teo. hahaha sooo funnnehh! went on and on and i bet charles enjoyed himself! hehehehe.=) oooh ooooh. i've got somemore tix. ahhh need to go grab the ppl. and invite them over. hehehehe

today was awesome. really awesome. could feel god's presence. and i sat with the musical ppl. cos of the dance. it's diff. hahaha. yeahh. i like sitting with the sac cell. hahaha. nvm . service was GOOOOOOOD! oooooohhhh. oh no i'm getting more and more serious. ahhhhh jocelyn. anyway yeahhhh. i need to pray really hard tonite. ahhh stressful period. anywayyy.who cares about stress when i'm praying i'm freeee when i'm with him! hehe.happy happy! you know God is really a God who really knows you the most and he just makes things that seems impossible possible. haha GOD IS GOOOOD! wooohoooooooo!!!! i'm soo happyyy. you noe that the holy spirit is in my right now. and is always with me throughout my whole day! i'm soo happpppyyyyy!!!!!! the joy of the lord is in meee!!!!woooohooooooooo!!!!!

k i'm off i wanna go visit isaac's new house. 2 more days. AHHH! cant waiittt. he's moving like near me and we can have prata for breakfast everyday. heh. i dun get tired of prata. AND i'll never get tired of GOD! heh k niteee

2004-12-18T14:17:00.000+08:00

today is saturday! it's SATURDAY! hahahahah i'm sooo happy and jumping and ooooh just more thn anything i can experience. i love saturdays! heh. unless of course service is changed to sunday. heh oooooooh! i love service. i love love love love love it soo much i love seeing ppl worshipping the lord. and ahhh. allll it just lifts my spirit sooo soo high! ahhhh!!! i'm like sooo excited! ahhhh.

oooh oooh. one more weeek!! one more weeek! oh my oh my! i cant wait for that special day that we've been waiting forr! oooooooh!!!!!!!

it's the CHRISTMAS MUSICAL! ahhh i still have like 2 more tix anyone wants it? quick quick!!

wahahahahahahhahahahaa. i'm soooooo hyper. and i feel like jumping and laughing. ahhhh!!! the joy in mee. hahaha okayy i'm typing funny toooo. cant wait cant waitt.

ooooh. yah i've gotten a replacement sim card. for those that knew about my fone. yeahh. i'm using back the same no. heh=) but i'm using a n2100. hahaha but nvmmm! as long as i stay contactible. hahaha but i saw a great offer. $0 for a K500i. with new line.haha but i can use my this line as a sub! YAY! and oooh. a n2100 trade in. isnt it cool or WHAT! ooooooh! i'm gonna go crazy.. hahahaha yeahhhh

u noe what jesus is king! he is he is! and i'm just sooo full of joy cos of him. nv in my life have i ever been soo happy. there might be times whereby things just dun go wel.. but GOD IS GOOOD. he'll be there no matter what! YAY! let's dance and sing and celebrate! hehehehehehe oh man i've gotta stop or else i'll never enddd!

JESUS IS KING!

2004-12-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

did i tell u?

1)that...
the man i love died for me.
my best friend was born in a manger.
my cousellor led a sinless life.
my father loves me alot. and he loves you too.
the love of my life is perfect.

and that all of the above is God?

2) That God can be all of the above and even more.

3)that..
He could save you frm the fires of hell
He can solve all ur problems
He was the author of the book of ur life
He knows you better thn anyone in the world does
He paid a price(a huge one) for you
He can lead you out of the dark, into the light
He loves you?

God is so good. so so goood. he is so forgiving and soo loving. and just perfect. he loves and does not hate. he forgives and does not bear grudges. he is just awesome. and really. there is no way one can describe fully what god is like cos sometimes to really describe god. u cant use words. or pictures. cause he is sooo soo awesome. and jesus love you. so much. so so much. and his love is just deeper thn any ocean. wider thn the sky.brighter thn the brightest star that shines everynite. there is nothing in this world that would ever change his love.=)

and i'm so glad he is in my life!

2004-12-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

jesus is king and king forever.

i went out with meiqi today. ran into a cult grp. shant go into further details. scares me now. yeah. i love meiqi! hahaha. she's like my dear twinnnie! haha she bought like loads of things. and we found something which was really nice and she got a christmas pressie for me. and we bought a guy tee which was like soo niceeeeeeeee! it's my kinda cute guy teee.but it looked good on us too so we bought it! hehe.=)

taken with my web cam

2004-12-14T13:32:00.000+08:00

i'm a lazy girl. heh. who got up super early. and saw a msg frm dearest meiqi. hehehe. okay that girl ahh.

anyway. i cant wait for the christmas musical. can you? hehe. PPL! i've got like 4 more tickets ! i'm soo desperate for you to come! sms me or tag me! tell meee! quick grab ur tickets.. ahhh! i want more tickets!! so more ppl can come! ahhh!! COME PPL!ooh hopefully my sis and her fren can come too. it'll be like a dream come true. i love my sis. anywayy come come. the advert is in the previous entry COMEE

2004-12-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

i feel so evil k. i did something to the ri guys. those in the musical. esp david. hahaha sorry. hahahahahaha. but it's fun. they are the retarded shepards who remember other ppl's lines and not they're own. but it's great fun with them around. really funny. hahahaha

there is a Christmas Musical on the 24th of dec. i'm in it! hehe. anyone wanna come? drop me a tag. it's at Riverlife Church. the Main Sanctuary.

(click on the pic for a better "view")

Le'ts all get Extreme for the lord! woohoooo!! hahahah. i love jesus he is such a loving God k. and there is no way of describing his love. there is no way of describing him.cos he's too good for any word to describe him. he is more thn anything that i've ever wanted. WOOOHOOOOOOO!!! i love jesus!!!!

Is it true today
that when ppl pray
cloudless skies will break
kings and queens will shake
yes it's true
and i believe it
i'm living for you
i'm living for you lord

i want to be
a history maker in this land
i want to be
a speaker of truth to all mankind
i want to stand
i want to run
into your arms
inro you arms again

wooohooooooo!!
come get to hear the true story of Christmas. and see the awesome dancing and seeing.

My life revolves around the lord. for i do not know how i'll ever be able to live without the Lord. For the lord is my shephard. and i am his sheep. JESUS is king.WOOOHOOOOOO! let's GET EXTREME!!!!!

what will ppl do when they find out i'm a jesus freak

2004-12-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

church camp was AWESOME!i could just feel and see the way god moves in our lives. to see the megalifers being soo over the edge for the lord really touched my heart. cos i noe god was there. and he is always with me no matter where and what. hallelujah! hahaha.

surrender
we were giving 5 items representing something and we had to choose to surrender an item everday i tink. the 5 were pleasure, money, friendship, kwowledge and our faith. so the coolest part was everyone refused to surrender the cross till the end. though we were given exercises that pushed us over the edge we held strong to our faith.GO MEGALIFERS!we ate plain rice with soup cos we didnt wanna surrender to our faith. hallelujah!God is good! woohoooo!!!!!

musical
today i went for the musical rehersal and it was AWESOME. hahahaha serious. alot of fun. hahaha and i was touched bny the story though i heard and read it a billion times. the story of the man whose son went away and yet when he came back a feast was held and all. i was touched. god really did this for me. and i just really wanna thank the lord for this cos he is awesome. AMEN!

pastor clement wong
he is a real funny pastor and a greay preacher.he talked about being extreme for the lord. and i noe now that i aint no good christian. i am a extremely abnormal one. for being a normal christian is like being paul and the many more apostles. and i'm working towards being a normal chirsitian. amen

well randolf said fire alot of times hahahaha and yahh but he said something to me that really touched my heart. and yah.. i'm gonna surrender my all for my faith even the pleasure the money the knowledge and my friends. cos God has really touched my heart so much. and he is the most important to me. and no one and nothing can ever change that.

for the church camp fotos. pls click here. okay. praise god for he is good. bye and god bless

2004-12-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

helllo ppl! i'm in jap now.. it's real cold and my feet stinks frm standing too much heh. will be heading to hakone tomorrow. heh.i'm now in the hotel. it's a real nice and now in the hotel. it's a real nice and classy one! and ｉ　found a place where shaun would love to go!iy's called Ginza. yupp. all the expensive stuff!!the keyboard is real diff frm the sg keyboard so i:m having a diff frm the sg keyboard so i:m having a real hard timeee. grrrr.and my mom dad aunt and sis are discussing with a jap friend about stufff. yahh will be coming home in 3 days timee! cant waittt. trili's now on the planeee ooh mann nvmm trili darling!!
welcome homeee!sorry ｉ　cant pick you up.=(
anywayy ppl bad newwss. ｉ　cant seem to find any souveniers and the things here are real exx.. souveniers and the things here are real exx.. soo i'll try my best. might just bring food back sorryyy!havent even gone shopping. window shopping perhapss.=( nvvm.

ｉ　cant wait for church cammpp! hehehehee.. okayy i'm off wait for church cammpp! hehehehee.. okayy i'm off to surf tatass! love ya alll!=)

2004-11-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving very very soon. like in 10 hours and 26 mins time. the plane will be leaving sg at 8.30. gotta wake up at 4 plus later. yet i'm not slping. cos i've gotta pack for my jap trip and the camp. hmms. have been choosing. the type of tees to bring. and i'm soo afraid that i decide not to wear a tee and that's my online tee leftt! will go tee shopping and of course i will try to get more board shorts frm jap. get the cheapo type la heh.. trili deary is coming back. heh. i love herr sadly i cant pick her upp! and she doesnt have any teees! oooh oohh! heh. go to jjs! heh. i love yaaa!=) okay i'm offf really busy packing my clothess. hehs.love ya all miss me okay! wifeey take care of mistress! (like duhhh) heh.love ya both and the others too! hehehehe. oh ya service today was AWESOME!

soo cutte! wahaha trili tsk tsk!

2004-11-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

Something happened to my template. had to redo everything was too lazy. heh. sorry. we did the mass dance today. a few ppl didnt come. like the ri guys. but i guess they'll learn the dance in a snap of the finger. yep yep. chang chang's coming back tmr! heh. =)) . the service was good. jeanette came to talk to me. and yeah i realised that what she said was true. hmmpfs. erggh. Yep. but God is good yeah. i mean like he's really awesome.he did soo much for me.i was like just compaining to myself and stuff and i was just being really moody cos things just seeem soo frustrating. and he sent someone to cheer me up. and yeah it's vannie goh. heh. yeahh. i mean like yahh. no one will understand. =) i love jesus. and now i really mean it frm my heart.

"i love you" can never be a phrase that becomes another cliche
that is if u use ur heart and soul to say that.
but when u dun, u'll understand the meaning of cliche soon.

2004-11-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Betrayal

i hate the feeling of this.So do God.So you cant say u believe in him and yet listen to the Devil. You can't say hey Jesus is king and yet lie. lies seem like a easy way out but they arent lies will grow they grow till they suffocate u. they grow and grow and when it seems to be so uneasy. u realise that all along the Devil was they smirking and smirking tempting you with lies stupid lies. When you look up at the Lord u see his saddened face. u see how much he hurts inside.thn the Cunning Devil makes you think back about those lies and tells you God doesnt love you anymore. that is when u start growing weak. no dont u. stay strong. repent for God paid a great price for you. He loves you soo much that no amount of sins can destroy it. that's why the Bond between God and us is soo strong. Have you seen the story "the forgotten"? God is like the Woman. no matter How hard the Devil tries to break the bands between him and his children he will still remember them. he'll never be like the other guy who forgot his daughter. God will never.

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sometimes it just seems so hard to forgive someone
sometimes it seem soo infuriating to see things u never wanted to see
but hold still hold on. cos God will make a way
His powers will create wonders.
his powers will never fail to help u.
he is a loving and kind and understanding god.
he noes what u are going thru
what you are thinking
how you are feeling.
he is the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords.
and he is the one God. who will live and reign forever and ever
He is the one who can save you. Who can clear you of sins and doubts
who wrote the book of your life. whereby you were the star.
when life seems soo tough Run to his presence and pray
for he is the one and only who can lift your burdens today
have faith and believe. For God has a plan for you
things might not seem too clear at first.
But God will make you see.
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forgive

this is what i wanna do. i've been thinking about it for a long time and i guess it's time. forgiving may seem so easy but it's really really tough. but i just wanna let you noe i forgive you for everything you have done. i've moved on and i'll forget. but by your side i will stay no more. my prayers will always be with you. and my love forever more. From afar i'll watch you. making sure you are alright. i will always stay a fren someone here for you. when you need anything just come knocking i will do. and i do this all cos i love you
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there is just soo much going on now. i've just woken up frm my spiritual slp. i've been ignorant to the hatred and sins in me. i cant seem to be able to breathe. now i'm here to testify for the Lord he is awesome and great cos he was always stayin with me. what a friend and a father indeed. heh i'm soo happy!

i've started with my homework and soon i'll start mugging.

let's all pray a prayer tonite. for all that we love okay? all that hurt us all that are hurt everyone we know and have known. for a prayer might seem like something small but it does great wonders

AWESOME GOD!

2004-11-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

tag-board's slow! and i didnt noe i posted the entry 3 times. WOAH! haha okay and guess whatt! some of the names and stuff were meant to be like in a diff colour but i chose grey anf grey is the font colourr. =((okay nvmm i was so happy yest. i'm in the musical yet i dunno which part. so i'm waiting in anticipation to noe the role i'm playing! hehehe i cant wait! tmrr!!!

you noe the feeling in you when u are about to go overseas? yah i'm feeling it now and i like the feeling. i love the feeling.and it's a week more before i'm off to jap. haha cant waitt!!i'll buy stuff for loads of ppl. hahaha i love love love going overseas. totally! hehehe. and right after that i'll be heading for church camp did i say my wife's gonna pick me up! yay! i love me wifeeey!TOTALLY!

my dad's soo cool! i was like i want a book frm there and i pointed to the "Life bookshop" and he's like what kinda book and i was like a book. and my sis was like obviously that kinda book la.but he gave me money nonetheless! i love my daddy! yep bought "the heavenly man" have been reading it. hahaha it's totally nice. and i'm reall touched by the book. hehehe

i woke up today feeling sooo happy.oh yah i woke up at 1pm. hahaha anyways. yah i woke up and went online and i teared. cos i was tinking about how much the lord loves me. and it really moved me soo much i was like sooo filled with happinesss. when i was bathing i was practically dancing. hahaha. Jesus is king man! i love himmm! He's like the one and only one in the world who would always be there for you no matter how many times u've sinned. he's always loving you even when u do things to hurt him. he's always there for you when u need someone to cry out to. and yest the sermon really touched me alot. i realised that i felt useless and all cos the Devil wanted me to. and i tot God wasnt there cos the Devil blinded me frm seeing and feeling what he is doing for me. God's awesome! really awesome. Don't believe the lies of the Devil cos he is a BIG FAT LIAR!and Jesus sets you free frm all things. just have faith. i read something on 8days about a guy la i mean they show like what he wears and stuff and he said that he wears the cruxifix to remind him of his faith. i mean it might not mean much. but look it's his faith. we as Christians live in faith that God lives. not remind us of our believes but Faith. and we are so lucky to be able to feel God's presence. to experience him. and this does not apply to only us christians. cos he is always there with us. but non-believers are just blinded to it by the Devil. i read the book i bought and there were sooo many non-believers experiencing the presence of God. aint that awesome!!

hehe i love jesus! have you gotten to noe Him? he's awesome he's always there to talk to u. to be with u. to listen to you. to love you. soo abundantly that nothing can stop him frm loving you. aint he AWESOME? and the best thing is that he put himself through so much suffering and pain and so much rejection and rebuke just for you and me. he could have easily said NO. but he didnt. he could have easily got the angels to take him. he could have easily given up. but he held on for you and me. AINT HE AWESOME?!? yep yep yep!

hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah
your love makes me sing!

2004-11-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired. tmr will be the last day of waking up at 6.25. hahaha so far it's REALly early. hahahaha cos i wake up at 6.50? to go to sch. hehe. man! my eyes feel so heavy.. i feel like SLPING. hahaha but i dun wan to. my mind's still VERY active. erggh!

have been watching 2 movies. yesterday was the incredibles with shaun charles and shirs today, the forgotten. haha both are equally as good movies la. the incredibles was really cute. hahaha i like jack-jack.he's so cute. hahaha totally! haha and The forgotten was like kinda scary at times as in there are like very sudden things. and it's more of a fantasy type of story la. haha. but was like sooo sweet. hehe. good shows. yup.

housekeeping have been realll good. i like LU² hahaha she's soo cool. she's my mentor in this dept. and i really had fun stealing sips of coke light and stuff liddat. haha dun worry we bought the coke light. today someone got stuck in the lousy lift that "bounces" that person was like pressing the bell for like ages. and i was standing there waiting for the lousy lift hoping someone i noe was in there. i heard the ringing and i tot it was construction work untill it occurred to me the person was banging real loudly. poor person(most prob a guy la). yahhh!and it's like after so long he was still stuck in the lift. blahh.i'll miss houskeeping and pushing my darling vacuum cleaner and getting instructions frm lu² and making the bed and taking in the cloths and just feeling all excited of being in a hotel room. and observing the way the guest leave their stuff and all! and i'll miss taking the lousy lift (and of course the other lousy lifts for the workers )= ) ,with the construction workers and waking up early to meet mich and hui jun and sometimes lisa and i'll miss the locker rm and i'll just miss orchard Hotel.. besides erica chui.i'll miss making fun of paulineee! =(((and the canteen food and the nice aunties and uncles and jie jies and LU² =((( and chef andy and all the chef and ahhh soo many moreeee.

tmr we'll noe the results of the auds. hmms will either be the beginning of the journey for some or the end. yupp. but whatever it is God has a plan for us so worry no more! hehehehe. gotta clear the locker tmr. and hopefully get pay! hehehe my dad suggested that i should trying hanging out there till super late and when they ask why we say we are waiting for our pay! lalala. my clever daddy. hhahahaha. no wonder i'm so CLEVER!

yup yup will be going to jap next sun. hmms. kinda sudden was a last min decision i dunno what to do either. havent even packed. and i'm leaving in 9 days time.-shakes head- trili my dearie is gonna pick me up!i'm the world's luckiest groooomyy! after that i'll only have 2 hours? or less to pack for my malaysia trip. hmms. busy busy busy!hmms and we havent even planned on where to go. cool huh!

saw the zen micro it's real nice. -swoons-

okay i'm off to slp. if not i cant do anything tmr. hehe slept(almost) in the housekeeping office today.

Don't say you are not important
it simply isnt true
the fact that u were born
is proof God has a plan for you
the path may seem unclear right now
but one day u will see
that all that came before
was truly meant to be
God wrote the book that is your life
That's all u need to know
each day that u are living
was written long ago
God only writes best sellers
so be proud of who you are
your character is important
in this Book you are the "STAR"

yay i'm so happy i'm the star!

2004-11-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

muggers let's start mugging!!!!wakakakaa. i'm gonna mug mug mug with shauny tmr. hehe. i wanted to do lit but i realised. i havent gotten the book yet -_-. hehehe. but yeah. totally cool. =))

i was washing the dishes just now i realised that we are all really pampered. like totally. even the poorest of the poor[in sg la]. we are all pampered with sufficient food and sufficient air to breathe and all. aint God great. to have everything planned out so nicely that there is no lack of water air or food? yeah.but those that get pampered the most with what is more thn water food and air always happen to be unappreciative of these. materialistic world eh. i love watching shows of those black americans praising God. cos they praise God frm deep down inside. and u can see. i love seeing the ah mas and ah gongs and middle age ppl praising God. cos u just yearn so much to be like them. still so full of fire for the Lord even when u are on "wheels".Aint the Lord amazing. and i love love love seeing us youth praising the lord we are soo full of energy. just jumping and just soo filled with fire.. hehee i love praising the lord. and to see ppl praise the Lord really makes u just so excited. and soo happy and everythinggg. it's a wonderful feeling. hehehee. GOD IS AMAZING! hehehehehe.

okay i'm offf. gotta slp early today i guess. slp slp slp slp slp nite.
oh yah the audition today was good. soo few ppl came and there were only 2 guys. haha but overall it was nice la. hehehe. sing sang song=p

i love to be in ur presence
with ur ppl singing praises
i love to stand and rejoice
lift my hands and raise my voice

2004-11-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

Past few days was real fun. =))) have been spending loads of time with the area ppl. hehe. had bbq yesterday. got ourselves real dirty=P. like my hair was full of starch cos they poured flour on me. and i went into the sea. hahaha farts. and i was like rolling on the grass trying to protect myself frm being "milked" and alot of black ants crawled onto me and i got bitten it was painful=(. oh and Daphne is out. kinda expected. cos the remaining 3 are like STRONG. yeah. she's good too la. unique in a sense.=p.yup all in all was real nice.

i realised cos i've been going out so often. i've actually distant myself frm my fam members. tried chatting up with my mom. she seemed rather angry. blahh. i'll not go out tmr thn.=p

yep. today dance was awesome!!! like totally! hahaha the limelight was on me and shuying wahahaha. yah. but it's nice. la. i mean like i guess it did deliver the msg. cos 2 ppl wants to join=)))). yayness. yup. service was good. it was like a wake up call though i didnt quite pay attention. notty joce.yup. and i guess i was on the verge of like backsliding.yarh. i got pulled back teeeheee.i love going out for area bbq and all that. cos it really makes us like fellowship with one another. and i love church. i wouldnt miss it for the world. hehe. u noe when ur heart jumps and stuff i love that feeling. cos it just makes me so hyped up and it's been long since i've been liddat. i feel like jumping and singing. we did that just now cos we were so charged with energy. haha. and something came to my mind la. that God died for me on the cross. so he would never ever like not love me anymore. cos he paid such a great price for me and you,willingly. hehe.oh yah and Pastor Ken Teo was saying he went to the many churches . and he mentioned a sydney church and i rmbered i read Sheryl Tng's blog and saw something about P. Ken Teo. i was like WOAH! what a small world. woohoo. coool rite. and I'm proud to be a CHRISTIAN!i'm serious.and i never knew that Christian means little Christ. hehe. and now i'm proud to be one! not that i wasnt proud before. but ya. heh.lala. i love jesus. lalalala

after service went to macs at downtown. haha. eli challenged sammuel and the other guy to seee who can eat finish the ice cream the fastest. and i joined in. and i won! yay! hahaha =)) went to the grass for a while and went to Eunice's house for steamboat. we were lost and they were like shouting for us. and we cuold hear it so clearly. WOAH! hahaha the power of their voice. and , oh their poor neighbours haha. okay. yeah. was like real nice. her mother had loads of prawns and i ate all. oh man!!HIGH CHOLESTORAL!!!haha pat's uncle sent iris and me to tenah merah MRT. lala. sooo fun.

i love dance ministry and i love sac cell ppl.oh mann!hahahaha. and oh yah my MISTRESS AND WIFE! hehe. and shinobi XIAN!!!!!

and we're so amazed
and we give you praise
that y0u would save us
at such a cost

and we're so amazed
and we give you praise
for the power of the cross

[JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!]

2004-11-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

finally bought the bikini. it cost like $32.90 . and did i say that i only got the Top?!? it's like soo totally EX!bleaghnesss! but it's nice. hahahaa =))) and plain. it's just black with a billabong sign on it=)))

this morning i went to watch the soccer thing. area four lost. but heyy we are still good rite?!hahahah. i bet i cant even play half as good as you(DUHHH!!) haha. kimberly, [my burpy and dirty butt] mistress went off for prata and bought ourselves lovely flowers. hahaha=)))))))) soo nice. thn i went off. went to sentosa after like soo long! haha. went to cinemania and it was as thrilling as i remembered. was kinda giddy[thnks shauny for the spelling=P]the girls were like all screaming. haha thn we walked to palawan beach which was SOO TOTALLY nice. hahah but the sea bed there is like eeeeewwww! hahaha. terrible! hahahaha. had like many cuts frm i-dont-know-what! hahaha need i go report to the lifeguard?!? hahaha okay dummb. many deepavalians were there. if u do get it xP.yup all in all had real fun! haha but i didnt even get to savour the afternoon sun cos it was real cloudy i suppose. and i didnt get any darker!!! =((

many 'HI's to:
my prince, I LOVE YOU! lalala. u cant see this but still wheee i love you!
my wife! hahaha sorry. i got myself a mistresss. but.. i still love you=)))
my dirty butt mistress and my fellow burper. wheeee!!! hahahahaha. i love you too!=)))
sac cell, you go ppl!! hahaha
mr Mak, hehe. i bet you are missing me noww!
Mr loh, Thanks for everything. haha u are the BEST movie pal!
Mr chook!!! YAY! i get a VENTI!!!!! lalalala. -dances-
all of you out there and those who are gonna retake their exams? GOOOD LUCK!

2004-11-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

The Lord gives me strength to overcome any situation i'm in. hurray!

Working in O.H. has been a real nice experience. and i'm beginning to enjoy it. though u cant exactly feel it for the first day but as time goes by u realise u feel the warmth of everyone there. everyone there seems to be like real friendly and warm like one big family. i love it! hahaha

have been moving frm pastry kitchen to cold kitchen and today was at cafe kitchen. ate alot! hahaha the cold kit aunty said we'll gain weight and indeed i tink i've gained about a few kilos. haha ahh whatever. i love food. -smiles- hahaha the hor fun was real nice today plus the rest. ooooh. yummy and tasty no wonder we dont get paid. hmmmsss. hahahaha.tmr we'll be doing services. ahh nvm we can still see our lovely jie jie hahaha=))) and kor kor wahahahaha. =))) i love being in the kit. i feel like a princess being pampered and fed. just that i've gotta be on those heels all day. my feet is gonna have loads of blisters. oh and orchard cafe is super high class. wahhhhhhhh hahaha

happy birthday Lisa!!!! wo ai ni! hehehe

hopefully we get to wear the o.c. uniform. =))) hahahaha . ooh ooh and dance tmr. and i havent even got the stuff i need to wear. ahhhh! i'll go look for it. sooon. i cant wait for sat. and tmr is the dayy =)) in 4 days time it's HIS birthday. and in 43 days time his exams are ending. and he can quickly come backk! COME BACK MR CHUNG!

2004-11-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

lalala. work shadowing have been much better. no longer that tiring hahaha. now i'm in the kitchen. ate alot of pastries today. cos they said as a chef, you've gotta eat ur own food to noe what u are cooking.. (that's why chefs are kinda fat[remark given by Chef Eric Teo])yep. did alot of work too la. like crack the eggs. and all the stuff needed to be done for baking.=))Lisa came over. cos she finished earlier. she helped alot. hahaha was making alot of noise in the kitchen. and the chef was real nice. he gave us 2 slices of mango cake to eat and some other mango thing. nice!. hahaha -smiles- awww. i still wanna go back to pastry kitchen. but we cant. gotta go to 2 other kitchen. hopefully the Chef there are nice=]]]]

tmr is my loh's birthday. and Mr Tan Jing Ming's bday. happy birthday!

after workshadowing i had to go off for cell. haha. cell was alrite. a few ppl came. but nevertheless had a lil fun -smiles-.praised God. and i'm so happy. i feeel like me in cell. i feel real happy and real free there. =))) i love sac cell. hahaha oh and something happened. the door kept opening. at first we thought. maybe it's like cos someone opened the door somewhere else. yeah so it opened. thn it opened again and we were like saying something else. thn it opened again and lisbeth ran. hahaha and we were like "huh?!whose shoe is that" haha was yihui's la.. soo dumb lorrr. they were in the other room. giving "signs" hahahaha funnny. service is tmr. cant wait. i love to go for service. haha might be going for both 9 and 11 one. haha -smiles- i love church -copies trili-. haha me is ms copy cat.whooops.

i'm back now. received a good news that they selected me for the trail of the lens to repair ur vision for the day. yeah. happy.and HE WAS ONLINE! he said yo and i was upstairs. -sulks-

have you heard of the one called saviour
have you heard of his perfect love
have you heard that you'll live forever?!?

wheeeeee! jesus loves you and me=))))))))))))

[update] i just watched the show Brotherhoodand i realised that u only treasure those u really love when they are almost to be gone. but for this show it's not la. but it's really moving. i cried alot. it's like the guy just for the love of his brother, he died. and he promised to go back to give his bro the pen. and cos he wanted his bro to be saved. he tried shooting those ppl shooting towards his bro there. like.. oh mannn! hahaha. you've gotta watch it. u'll cry buckets. and the younger bro(won bin) waited for his bro for like sooo many yrs 50 yrs i tink. it's so sad the ending. though the story is rather draggy . but it shows strong brotherly love. ahhhhh[/update]

2004-11-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

dont i repeat dont ever go to a hotel for work shadowing. or anywhere u feel is real cheapo. cos u'll just feel so cheated after all that u have done.

i can barely open my eyes and i tink i'll not be blogging for a while. cos i'm so tired. and i just need loads of rest.enough of the "i"s

today it was like so totally cool. cos my dad came to pick me up frm church to go to suntec. and there ws a jam at Beach Road. and the cool thing is that. i rmbered joachim saying that as long as there is prayer and faith miracles come true. so i was like praying that i wont be stuck in a jam and i was like "jocelyn you've gotta believe" haha and i wasnt caught in any sought of JAM! wooohoooo! the power of faith and prayers. haha i love jesus!and when i was at dance ministry. i was like SOOO tireddd.. and i just felt like slping. i was like" lord give me energy to just dance" and soon i was prancing around like a lil kid. =] totally coool!

haha i realised that working is just so terrible. to think that our parents are going through such stuff and they didnt even complain. totally cool. haha and after that they've gotta come home to be there with us. haha my mommy went all the way to suntec to get me a blouse and a black skirt. haha i'm so touched. and HAPPY now i noe how much i mean to my mommy. duh i mean alot-laughs- and i've realised how much god loves me! wheee! and how much he loves all of us to be able to withstand such stress throughout our life. and to be with us no matter what.=]]]

byee i'm offf.

i'm happy that i'm no longer held back by what happened. cos i've moved on.and so have you. goodbye.the hatred will soon fade away though

2004-11-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

one word to describe my day plain tiring.-sulks- i'm just sooo tiredd. i mean like imagine just staring down at a few pieces of paper. ergh. hahaha. yeahh. totally. met michelle and lisa in the morning. shirs and eunice were there. my dad sent us to tenah merah station. i cant belif it's another 20 more days or so. it's like. i'm kinda like. dreading it now. besides the lunch times. haha though the ppl are nice but i hate waking up so early. bleaghhh. dun like waking up early at all. and trying not to nod off when the person i.c. is talking to u.-nods to slp-

i miss -. hahaha totally. i mean like. it's been really long. and i still miss him the way i did when he first left. perhaps it has become deeper. hmms. i've gotta wait. 49 more days. and my wifeey is coming back like in 49-21=28 more days. yippeeeee!! hahaha and i can like go shopping with her. hahah didnt get to spend much time with her when she was here cos i just got to noe her thn. now we'll just shop and spend soo much fun tog. woohoooo!!!i love me wifeeeyyy!

blah blah blah. i wanna watch "shark tale" and "princess diaries 2" wooooahhhh!. totally. cant wait!! -waits-

bye

2004-11-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

i'm tired. off to slp. zZzz. another boring day in the cold air con room agn.zZzZz

2004-10-31T17:01:00.000+08:00

i'm soo tired. hahaha. and i was high just now. now i just feel like slping. -snores- hahaha got up to go to pasir ris beach. for the area 4 exercise. was TOTALLY AWESOME! hahahahhaa yeahhh. played did stuff on the park. got ourselves real sandy and kidna dirty and mostly SWEATY! hahaha but was funn! hehehe

today we were like wondering if it was gonna rain. haha and i guess like loads of ppl prayed about it. woops i'm guilty of not doing so. -looks innocent- and it didnt rain. was actually a total perfect day for tanning. hahaha -smiles-
Prayer and faith do make miracles happen. and i noe it. it's like sometimes i noe how hard it is to belif. and stuff it's like when ppl see us christians talking and praying it seems like we arent even talking to anyone. and it can be rather hard to belif that there is a god. when u just plainly reason out with urself. but the truth is that there is a god. we cant exactly see or hear him or smell or touch him. but we belif cos we are just able to feel his presence. it's like when u are crying after crying u still feel upset. but when u cry and u pray too. u realise hey! i'm not sad anymore. that is already a miracle that god has done in your lifes. miracles arent exactly always big. miracles can happen in simple ways. as long as u hold on to faith and continuously pray. sometimes just plain talking wont help in one's belif you've got to try it, experience it. to noe. yeah mann. i love to be in god's presence. singing his praises and just praying. and i noe i dont exactly pray alot nowadays. and i sorta miss it.

i love jesus heehee. i'm serious it's like no matter how many times u do wrog he forgives. he loves u. like the show saved. this guy sinned against god and he said something that really touched me. he said "deep down inside. i noe jesus still loves me" and it's true. god loves all of us here. be it we are ugly or pretty coming frm a well to do family or not. whether we are christians or not he loves us. equally. be it we are smart or not.our differences doesnt matter to him our flaws doesnt matter at all. yup yup yup! and he loves you as much as he loves me. he loves george bush as much as he loves me. he loves mother theresa as much as he loves me. he loves us all.

i'm so happy i committed my life to the lord and i dont ever regret it. never. be it the difficulties i will face. i'll still stand strong. i will. =))) and i'll keep praying and praying and holding on to faith. cos i believe. i'm a believer.

i believe in you, Jesus.

2004-10-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

i'm off to church now. felt like blogging a lil.

jocelyn get ur butt off the chair now okay i'm off!

2004-10-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

finally. the ear plugs are off! -smiles-

goodbye poo.=))

here are some pics taken today

added a few more albums. go take a look.-winks-

2004-10-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

today was alrite. haha went home halfway. which was like good la. cos i dreaded chinese. yarh. end up having some ovulation stuff. the doc said. luckily it was appendicitis=)) yarh and i like waited there for sooo longgg haha was praying half the time. haha praise the lord. -smiles-

dad sent me to parkway.met changyi and we took 36 to suntec. ate at subway after like 7438920651 months. i miss subway food. hahaha -smiles- ate the italtian thing which so totally rocked. haha. went to the new adidas shop. was nice. very big. yarh thn my dad came. =)))

went for bio. and i didnt noe it was the last lesson. awww. deborah is leaving us! she's going to NUS high!! oh man! she's smart la!hahaha. took loads of pics. -smiles- hahahaha not alot actually. haha i'm so happy!lalala. mom didnt go for her trip.awww. she got ready and ended up not going. nvm. haha. was looking forward to go to malaysia tmr. but nvm. hahaha

to another someone. hey. it's not cos of what happened between me and that someone that caused it.but because of stuff that i tink i shouldnt mention here. pls. stop assuming.

here are the pics

quote of the day:dancing is not a hobby it's a passion

2004-10-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

tmr it's wed. and wed is called DANCE day!! yay! tmr there is dance ministry!*yipeee! thn after that i'll meet meiqi and we'll have hiphop! luckily now i wont get lost anymore. -laughs-.i love dancing. hahaha aza's coming tmr! -smiles- oooh lalalala!!!

today we had our last session of y.mission! i miss it! blahh. it's like a really good course. which teaches u both about god and stuff like friendship and all. oh man i sure will miss going to novena church with 3/8 and just singing to our hearts content. hymns and all kinds of songs! whoo! we had a mini praise and worship session today in the bus. haha -smiles- y. mission sure has tot me ALOT haha like.. JOCELYN IS BACK! hahah no more the depressed and sad one. but one who is soo enthu! haha praise the lord. -smiles- today it was like a really fun session. hahaha. had loads of games story , mostly frm joshua. and his mom came down too. haha his mom is an ex sacian! rock on man! haha i finally realised how special it is to be an sacian. haha.-smiles- i sure want to have an att like his mom! hahaha the last few parts were like oooh so nice. haha i'll miss the team though we didnt even get to interact with them. haha and i'll miss the long bus rides. and the air con and walking up the stairs and recess in novena church -sulks- nvm. hopefully. next yr. -smiles- hahahaha i'm so excited. hahaha. sac cell rocked in the youth mission. woohoo! go sac!!

today we had to competition. it was a failure. the scriptwriters are tired. and angry and frustrated. and the actresses are like oh mannn -hits head- yarhh. i admit it did seem like my sec 2 class script. and a lil like harry potter. haiz. i dont noe la. i believe we had no intention of doing so. and also. it was rather discouraging the way the ppl kept commenting. i'm glad that we did however made them laugh. hehe

i'm gonna watch the show "saved" later. got the vcd frm jn. haha i talked with her before the audition. and i sure did feel much better. haha. it's great to have good and true frens around u who care. hahaha i'm so happy.

hugs to all the ppl at youth mission and to my wifeey and thad and to the ppl reading this. =))

the lord gave me strength to go through everything. praise the lord. haha have u heard that a pray and make wonders. yes it can. like when u are real nervous or when u are real upset and all. u've just gotta run into the presence of god. and woahh soon u will feel so much better. it's like a baby crying and when their mommy or daddy comes. and sayang them. they just automatically quieten down. god is my heavenly father - smiles-

a blind man sat on the road and he cried(x3)
and he said ooh ooh ooh
show me the tru-u-uth
show me the li-i-ight
show me the way-ay-ay
the way to the oompf baby ah ah ah ah ah ah

a crippled man sat on the road and he cried(x3)
and he said ooh ooh ooh
show me the tru-u-uth
show me the li-i-ight
show me the way-ay-ay
the way to the oompf baby ah ah ah ah ah ah

Jesus sat on the road and he smiled(x3)
and he said ooh ooh ooh
i am the tru-u-uth
i am the li-i-ight
i am the way-ay-ay
the way to the oompf baby ah ah ah ah ah ah

tsk tsk! eh eh! u!! haha jesus loves you -smiles-

2004-10-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired. must have been staring too much at this square box. my eyes are soo absolutely dry. haha guess wad i talked to him. and i sent him pics. and he sent me too. haha oh man he's the world's sweetest guy EVER. hahaha i love him. i finally get to see how his bro looks like. woahh. haha they dont exactly look alike but they do too.contradicting huh. haha like me and my sis. haha i love the thad! haha.i'm so happy. lalala. he's coming back in 57 days time. his sch ends on the 21st of dec. yahh.heard alot of stuff. i love him. haha he is so sweeet!joce u are so lucky! aww but he is ill .hope his throat feels better. and his fever has gone down. hope he just feels better

yeahh. today went to novena church. was so cold there. tmr i'll bring a jacket. yeahh. they talked about most of the probs i am facing.so when we closed our eyes. i kinda cried. why i shant say. yarh and i was so touched when the ppl around me were like hugging me and telling me not to cry. haha i love them all. haha and those who came after that too . haha. i love all of you! thnks! i'm alrite. -winks-

had a orchestra thing. haha we were so desperate to get the bags i just stood up and gave a lousy answer. blahh. my sis commented it was ridiculous -sulks- got 2 tix. hopefully it's when he's back. haha. -smiles-

i've forgiven already just that. perhaps there is no use of telling that person. cos she mightn't care . but if u do ever read this. hey even if i am suppose to forgive or not i have forgiven u. and if i'm supposed to say sorry i'm sorry. for just being too overprotective. i do hope we can renew our friendship. no matter what i'll always be there for u as a friend

2004-10-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

blah i dont feel like myself. i cant blame anyone but myself. i just feel so not me. i talk diff. it's no more what i tink. it's no longer me any more. and i dont type what i tink. i feel like a hypocryte. yucks! i hate hypocrytes.

blahh. okay i shant be liddat. besides. god taught me to forgive. perhaps things might change. bleaghh

things have been pretty wierd recently. i feel like i'm not connecting much with god. i feel so isolated. i feel wierd. like i'm talking to ppl i dont use to talk to. the ppl i was close with are just not there anymore. lower huh.and everything is such a mess. i'm tired at times. but i guess all this happened for a reason. god put me in this position for a reason. so i'll not complain. -smiles-

i've just realised that it's really all about jesus. all about god. i mean like wont it be so tiring and unfulfilling if u live everyday just for urself. and no one but urself. living for urself is like living for nothing. yeah. i love to live for god. though sometimes i tend to live for myself. but i'm trying hahaha i love jesus!

changyi just asked me to change my font. i like this font. blahh. alrite i'll go change it. haha

i realised that i love this blog. cos i keep updating it. it's nice..

come to the Father.
though ur gift is small.
broken hearts
broken lifes
He will take them all
the power of his love
the power of his word.
and everything was done
so you would come

2004-10-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

today the sermon was about stepping out of our comfort zone. you noe us human beings. all we want is comfort. in relationships at home and all. but to be a disciple of jesus. we've gotta step out of our comfort zones. make decision that might affect our lives. and i realised that. jesus had been wanting to tell me this. cos things just seemed so bad everything. and when i ran to him i felt that he wasnt there. but he was always there.. pushing me on. guiding me. i'm so grateful so happy that he loves me. like what jeanette say. JESUS is first. my first love. the one that i love the most.

i'll carry my cross. i'll never let it go. i'll lay my life down for the lord. even if it means that i have to do things i dont like. i have to accept things i dont want to accept. i have to put my wants and all behind to give a place for the lord. my wants no longer has priority. no longer has the advantage. no longer has the authority over me. and the lord is all i want all i ever needed. and i wont love anything else besides the lord. and those that i'm meant to love.

i like jerry ong alot. i love his courage to be able to tell the media that god put him there for a reason. that even though he is famous or rather imfamous. he still has the lord as his priority. i admire his commitment to the lord. as even though ppl might have bad mouthed him and all. he still held on. and never let go of the lord. and he forgave. as jesus said to forgive. i admire him even though he may not have the looks or the voice. i admire him. he stepped out of his comfort zone to do this. and i admire him. i tink ppl did not vote for him out of sympathy. i admit his singing isnt as good as some of the others. but i think ppl voted for him cos of admiration. and i admire him soo much. 1000000 stars and thumbs up for jerry ong!

i love you jesus and you are all that i live for.
i will commit my life to u lord
and now i lay down my life to u. cos i love you.
i'm so happy jesus is my best friend!!

make a wish. and blow it out

2004-10-23T13:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes when u see others getting what u dearly want. your heart just seems soo excited for them. thn all the hurt comes. you question, you ask. why. sometimes things seems so unfair. but the worse feeling is that there is something that is being displayed right infront of u. u yearn so much to do something to it. yet. nothing can be done. u feel so near yet so far from achieving it.

blahh. i'm just so tired. i was just doing my usual and dangerous blog surfing. and i reached a particular blog of a girl who happens to be in aussie. i'm just jealous. blahh. sometimes things just dont seem to be able to turn ur way. i guess this is what is happening. blah. but whatever it is. i guess i've gotta trust in the lord. things have changed. a certain friend gone everything now is diff. not like before. and i guess i've gotta accept the change. instead of crying over spilt milk. lala. it has surely made me grow alot. to understand that not everything seems as easy in life as they look. and i've learnt.

my results arent exactly good. i'm just happy. i did better. i'll work harder next time. for geog. so that it can help pull up my ss marks and for amaths and chem. blahh. i'll just pray for a miracle for my l1r5 to be lower thn 20.

yesterday once more

2004-10-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

i so totally love this layout. haha ROXY! hahaha i love it. haha yep. watched yesterday once more at jurong point today. that place is HUGE! hahaha nicenesss. haha i enjoyed myself. cant wait for dec. dec dec dec my prince will be back. my prince. AUSSIE STYLE! yay!cant wait. hahaha kk.church tmr. i cant wait too i love church. yay!!

pictures

2004-06-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

my birthday

Arts Alive

Prefects investiture

CME grp (added a new pic)

28th october 04 (new)

hee hee=)) (new)

last day of sch (new)